05/27/2024

hey gang. The few readers of this blog that there are. i felt like writing so Here I Am. Writing. YIPPIEEEE

truthfully, admittedly, i Really don't have much to say, i just felt like dusting off the website bc i like using it for personal posts more than social media. gives me a few weeks/months to stew on what i want to post instead of caving in to my urge to post my every fleeting thought. which is bad for someone like me who gets worked up easily. makes it a lot better to defuse my negative thoughts and post things i thought through instead

ummm so what's going on in my life. Oh i have a few things:

i got hired as an editor for socksBX! a bit ago i made a clip comp for him just for fun, and now that's spiraled into a proper paid position making similar comps for his main channel. this is awesome for me because before realizing i'm too disabled for non-freelance work i was studying video editing at college, so now it feels like it's finally paying off :P she said comps will upload to her main channel every third wednesday of each month, so be on the lookout for that :3
i got a rollator! my mobility has gotten significantly worse and most days i spend housebound. i'll be real i don't even think the rollator is gonna cut it for me, i think i just need a wheelchair at this point, BUT. BUT!!! it's better than having nothing at all. it lets me sit when out with family shopping and such which is when i tend to flare up the worst. Yay
i've gotten really into eating nuts recently. because i wanted to feel like i was eating healthier snacks than chips all the time. i've been dabbling in various assorted nuts. i had a pecan for the first time yesterday and it was awesome. shoutout to nuts
i'm officially back in the planning stages for my next visit to see my boyfriend irl- lightbox expo is slotted for around the same time as last year and we'll definitely be going back :D it's so awesome because i get to see my boyfriend, get to be surrounded by cool animation stuff, the artist alley in particular is a highlight, it's just SOOOO EXCITING and only five months away!!! also speaking of my bf our five year anniversary is in three months. Wild
i've been playing through the paper mario ttyd remaster and guys i have to be so real it's the happiest i've felt playing a nintendo game in a long while. it's literally just ttyd but with more papercraft style graphics and an astounding remastered soundtrack. it's everything i've dreamed of. i'll admit i'm a bit of a little hater of modern paper mario (but idc if you enjoy it! Peace and love) so having a game that's just older paper mario story and mechanics but with modern paper mario's graphics is AMAZINGGGGGGGG. I love it. Sooo good

yeah okay i think that ends my rapid fire of random basic things about the past few months for me. 👍 i'm the epitome of all those posts of 14 year olds who cared a bit too much about social media discourse turning into a 20 year old who relishes in the mundane. lol

Oh Yeah also i've been slowly working on my youtube like i said. somehow in my last entry i didn't link the animation i made the month before that one??? Here it's a pikmin animation:

louie is like my favorite character from Anything Ever so i had to animate him. and it paid off i love rewatching it it makes me giggle

i also made a non-animation video a few weeks ago! just a simple little talky video blabbering about my persona and what goes into me making personas:

i like making these videos that are hybrids between speedpaints and commentary and adding my little persona avatar but they take me a while. i'm really finicky about scripting and my voiceover LOL

i hope working on videos for Socks' channel helps motivate me to continue pushing out content on my own! in general i'm just focusing on what i can do to help boost what little energy i have so i can create ^_^ videos especially, i like drawing but videos are what feel most fulfilling to me!!! i hope in time and with the skills i get from this new position that i can be hired to edit for more people too. i love love love editing funny streams i was born for it

okay yah that's about all i have to say for this entry. That's more than i even thought i had to say though granted it's been like two months since my last update lol. i hope to continue having small little wins throughout my days that i can share here 💪

thank u for reading. As always take care of yourself stay hydrated Maybe add some nuts to your diet. bye bye 🫶🌈⛅