2025 easily has been the least tangible year for me by far. i just have been having so many things going on, and so many bad moments managing my energy since i'm a very unwell person and daily life tires me out a whoooole lot. Anyway,

i've been postponing a few minor tweaks to this website so decided i'd do that and also make a journal entry while i'm at it since it's been a few months Yeehaw

it's nothing crazy, just changing a couple of small annoyances for me and making things easier for me to edit going forward. it's seriously like nothing for how long it's been since i've edited this site LMAO

i hope 2026 will be much more productive for me. i hope i can get something done in the next few months of the year left. i spent most of this year playing video games and going to medical appointments. it feels like i'm 14 again with that happening and stuff like undertale's 10th anniversary and homestuck rereleasing and OFF getting a remaster and DANGANRONPA COMING BACK-

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yeah i seriously don't have much to say. uhhh i hope i can start hosting more original projects ✌️ i might try making some sort of smaller visual novel than my planned story a&a so i can get a grasp on things, i have a good idea for something.

i've also been trying to make music again. it's not my first time, it's been an off and on interest for me for years. but i finally sat down and studied some real music theory and i'm entranced. i will share if i make anything cool.

oh, and it was my birthday almost a week ago. i turned 23. i do not feel 23. but we ball. i got many nice treats and had fun with people who love me :)

ok see you next time hopefully i'll have a character gallery or i'll be able to say i made a game finally 🌈⛅